Stay positive folks--- in a hundred years this all wont matter. You have one go around and then they put you in for the big dirtnap. Enjoy your moments and visit as many museums and other countries as you can afford. Watch less TV, drink good wine keep your body in shape---it is your temple. If you dont have a hobby then find one. Teach yourself drawing--draw one picture a day regardless if it is horrible--you will get better, trust me. Read Mark Twain, walk alone in the woods and keep learning. The minute you lose your desire to learn is the minute you begin to die and your brain turns brown like an old fruit and rots and ferments.