There is nothing like 5am moonlight sprints along the hudson river in the cold to get the blood pumping. One day they will bury me in the dirt and until then I am going to keep my foot on my own gas pedal and try to feel as alive as I can. Ideas come when I sleep but they require energy and action to bring to life. I have too many ideas I want to bring alive but I can only give attention to so many so I doomed from the start but it is a good doom.